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Monday, August 31, 2009 | 10:35 PM
#30 Memories
Went back nchs tdy w denise. Met a few teachers and some of my classmates. Saw a few classes still having extra/make-up lessons after the celebration. Haha, like Mdm Kim's class. It reminds me of the days when I used to study for O's. And I realised the stress I had then was nth compared to the stress I'm having now. Went Orchard and lunched @ Fish & Co. I ate Yami Yoghurt again hahahaha so happy. Bought nail polish @ The Face Shop like finally. Hot pink + persian blue. Crazy colours though haha.
Saturday, August 29, 2009 | 3:10 PM
#29 Preview: Been so long - Jaejoong & Yoochun
I can't wait for more. It sounds so amazingly nice!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 11:46 PM
#28 Boo
Hi I'm back from my leave from blogger. It's 147am now and I'm still struggling with econs. During the time when I've not blogged at all, many (bad) things happened. I didn't want to tell anyone about how I felt, I wanted to keep everything all to myself. There's no use telling anyone because no one can help nor understand. I've been reflecting on myself and found how much I've changed (for the worse). Self-reflection is effective to a certain extent it makes me feel guilty sometimes. School is giving me a big headache and many many worries. So much to do so little time. I really feel like sleeping now my head is being such a bitch it's so pain and heavy I can't concentrate. Having a haircut on friday I think I'm cutting my fringe. The sight of tests results, tutorials, exams, essays is torturing me. Fml.
No, I have no intention of locking my blog. Blogger doesn't allow me to unlock it aft I locked it on wed due to unfinished editings. Remniscing the day the 5 of us went kbox makes me feel happier. ECB with loves tmr.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 | 11:29 PM
#24 Change
Please, stop living life like this or else you'll definitely regret.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 | 10:40 PM
#23 Home alone
"You'll be positive, I'll be realistic."
Saturday, August 1, 2009 | 11:38 PM
#22 Fears: Ignition of worries.
This is an emo post.
I suddenly have this fear of not able to make it for the promos. My results for mye sucked and with promos being even more difficult, I'm rly worried. I wna end these 2 years quickly and get into a decent uni. Honestly, my confidence level is now probably a 30/100. Maybe I shall just ignore the 15% for mye and focus on the leftover 85%. But considering how badly I've also done for my lecture tests, which is part of CA consisting of 25%, I.really.dk.how.to.carry.on. I think I'm lacking the willpower to persevere and the confidence to overcome my phobias. Did I mention how much I was trembling on fri during math test? I was drawing the graphs with shaking hands I can't even draw a circle properly and I was telling myself to stop shaking. I fear failing tests/exams and the fear of fearing if I can make it for promos. I just can't describe how worried I am now. I'm just so envious how some people can manage everything so well. I hate abandoning life just because of studies I don't think it makes any sense at all.
Monday, August 31, 2009 | 10:35 PM
#30 Memories
Went back nchs tdy w denise. Met a few teachers and some of my classmates. Saw a few classes still having extra/make-up lessons after the celebration. Haha, like Mdm Kim's class. It reminds me of the days when I used to study for O's. And I realised the stress I had then was nth compared to the stress I'm having now. Went Orchard and lunched @ Fish & Co. I ate Yami Yoghurt again hahahaha so happy. Bought nail polish @ The Face Shop like finally. Hot pink + persian blue. Crazy colours though haha.
Saturday, August 29, 2009 | 3:10 PM
#29 Preview: Been so long - Jaejoong & Yoochun
I can't wait for more. It sounds so amazingly nice!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 11:46 PM
#28 Boo
Hi I'm back from my leave from blogger. It's 147am now and I'm still struggling with econs. During the time when I've not blogged at all, many (bad) things happened. I didn't want to tell anyone about how I felt, I wanted to keep everything all to myself. There's no use telling anyone because no one can help nor understand. I've been reflecting on myself and found how much I've changed (for the worse). Self-reflection is effective to a certain extent it makes me feel guilty sometimes. School is giving me a big headache and many many worries. So much to do so little time. I really feel like sleeping now my head is being such a bitch it's so pain and heavy I can't concentrate. Having a haircut on friday I think I'm cutting my fringe. The sight of tests results, tutorials, exams, essays is torturing me. Fml.
No, I have no intention of locking my blog. Blogger doesn't allow me to unlock it aft I locked it on wed due to unfinished editings. Remniscing the day the 5 of us went kbox makes me feel happier. ECB with loves tmr.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 | 11:29 PM
#24 Change
Please, stop living life like this or else you'll definitely regret.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 | 10:40 PM
#23 Home alone
"You'll be positive, I'll be realistic."
Saturday, August 1, 2009 | 11:38 PM
#22 Fears: Ignition of worries.
This is an emo post.
I suddenly have this fear of not able to make it for the promos. My results for mye sucked and with promos being even more difficult, I'm rly worried. I wna end these 2 years quickly and get into a decent uni. Honestly, my confidence level is now probably a 30/100. Maybe I shall just ignore the 15% for mye and focus on the leftover 85%. But considering how badly I've also done for my lecture tests, which is part of CA consisting of 25%, I.really.dk.how.to.carry.on. I think I'm lacking the willpower to persevere and the confidence to overcome my phobias. Did I mention how much I was trembling on fri during math test? I was drawing the graphs with shaking hands I can't even draw a circle properly and I was telling myself to stop shaking. I fear failing tests/exams and the fear of fearing if I can make it for promos. I just can't describe how worried I am now. I'm just so envious how some people can manage everything so well. I hate abandoning life just because of studies I don't think it makes any sense at all.
1. My name is Xuanhui and I am right handed.
2. I'll be legal for NC16 movies on 14/09.
3. Korean dramas are my fave. To list a few: Pure 19, My Lovely Samsoon, Sweet 18, Save the last dance for me
4. I'm not a pro-athlete and I can't pass my 2.4km.
5. I love reading novels and fictional crime/detective genre.
6. I hate peas, garlic, ginger & onions.
7. I find hypocrites, liars, backstabbers and people who care too much about everything very annoying.
8. I hate heavy metal.
9. I can pwn you in bejeweled.
Interests: TVXQ, Hyunbin, Junki, Leehom, olsen twins, aly & aj, craig david, fall out boy, boys like girls, mariah carey, shinee, samsung, fashion, espirit, topshop, forever21, roxy, cottonon, korea, japan, bookstores, icons, music, graphics, hersheys,
cookies & cream, belgium chocolate, haagen dazs, gummies, ben & jerry's, travelling, green tea, milk, female magazine, vogue, black framed spectacles, doodling, gatherings, red, purple, grey, white, persian blue, doritos
