Ohchloe's

2009-09-08T16:58:00.001+08:00

#32 Missed

Blogger is being a bitch. I've moved back to - probably somewhere better - my previous livejournal, alexaurora.

2009-09-01T15:36:00.002+08:00

#31 Yunho - Total hotness!

2009-08-31T22:35:00.003+08:00

#30 Memories

Went back nchs tdy w denise. Met a few teachers and some of my classmates. Saw a few classes still having extra/make-up lessons after the celebration. Haha, like Mdm Kim's class. It reminds me of the days when I used to study for O's. And I realised the stress I had then was nth compared to the stress I'm having now.
Went Orchard and lunched @ Fish & Co. I ate Yami Yoghurt again hahahaha so happy. Bought nail polish @ The Face Shop like finally. Hot pink + persian blue. Crazy colours though haha.

2009-08-29T15:10:00.003+08:00

#29 Preview: Been so long - Jaejoong & Yoochun

I can't wait for more. It sounds so amazingly nice!

2009-08-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

#28 Boo

Hi I'm back from my leave from blogger. It's 147am now and I'm still struggling with econs. During the time when I've not blogged at all, many (bad) things happened. I didn't want to tell anyone about how I felt, I wanted to keep everything all to myself. There's no use telling anyone because no one can help nor understand. I've been reflecting on myself and found how much I've changed (for the worse). Self-reflection is effective to a certain extent it makes me feel guilty sometimes. School is giving me a big headache and many many worries. So much to do so little time. I really feel like sleeping now my head is being such a bitch it's so pain and heavy I can't concentrate. Having a haircut on friday I think I'm cutting my fringe. The sight of tests results, tutorials, exams, essays is torturing me. Fml.

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2009-08-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

#27 Sheng ri kuai le!

Happy birthday yx & wgsunye!

2009-08-09T23:53:00.005+08:00

#26 ECB + Changi 080809

Happy birthday Singapore!

(xoxo Trying to make this photospam user-friendly so I'm using lj-cut :>)

2009-08-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

#25 Happy birthday Daddy!

No, I have no intention of locking my blog. Blogger doesn't allow me to unlock it aft I locked it on wed due to unfinished editings. Remniscing the day the 5 of us went kbox makes me feel happier. ECB with loves tmr.

2009-08-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

#24 Change

Please, stop living life like this or else you'll definitely regret.

2009-08-02T22:40:00.005+08:00

#23 Home alone

"You'll be positive, I'll be realistic."

2009-08-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

#22 Fears: Ignition of worries.

This is an emo post.

I suddenly have this fear of not able to make it for the promos. My results for mye sucked and with promos being even more difficult, I'm rly worried. I wna end these 2 years quickly and get into a decent uni. Honestly, my confidence level is now probably a 30/100. Maybe I shall just ignore the 15% for mye and focus on the leftover 85%. But considering how badly I've also done for my lecture tests, which is part of CA consisting of 25%, I.really.dk.how.to.carry.on. I think I'm lacking the willpower to persevere and the confidence to overcome my phobias. Did I mention how much I was trembling on fri during math test? I was drawing the graphs with shaking hands I can't even draw a circle properly and I was telling myself to stop shaking. I fear failing tests/exams and the fear of fearing if I can make it for promos. I just can't describe how worried I am now. I'm just so envious how some people can manage everything so well. I hate abandoning life just because of studies I don't think it makes any sense at all.

2009-07-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

#21 Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else.

I've been procrastinating alot these days and it just leaves me more worried at the end of each day. Meetup tmr with the girls to get my pencil box &/ wallet + dinner (L) Marc Jacobs + Vogue = ftw! Pe @ 730 am tmr just dampens my mood for everything. Looking forward to the meetup will help me survive tmr, I hope.

2009-07-28T22:08:00.004+08:00

#20 Everyone's talking about Ion these days I'm joining in the fun!

Really really freaking love Topshop @ Ion Orchard. Their clothes there are really effing great, so different from other outlets!(or is it I've been staying at home for too long?) Wow, I'm so excited now! Can you feel my excitement?? Practically I love almost everything there- from crop tops to shoes and back to denims. Omfffffgggzxzzxzxzz!!! They're SOOO freaking awesomeeeezxzzxz and I'm SOOO freaking BROKE!! LOL, I'm going crazy over clothes hahahahahha!!! I doubt it'll be a good idea to go to town during weekends(esp. to Ion since it just opened) I bet the whole world will be there then. Shopping really relieves stress, and is even more true when there's great clothes! I'm praying effing hard my mom will buy at least 2 items from Topshop for me.. ):

Ate shaker fries w desiree, zining & huiling it was super nice! Shake, shake, shake... I'm quite appalled by the size of the crowd @ Orchard today. It's... a lil unusual for a tuesday mid-afternoon.

2009-07-26T12:30:00.004+08:00

#19 Stand up for love - Destiny's Child

This song is so beautiful. I love Beyonce's voice the most (:

2009-07-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

#18 I hate disappointments because they hit hard on my face.

On hiatus (:
Will still be updating twitter though.

2009-07-13T23:15:00.006+08:00

#17 I hate the moment when you close your eyes and everything frustrating floods your mind.

Some random stuffs in school tdy.

1. No morning assembly agn tdy I thought I was late but I turned out to be early.

2. Pe is annoying. I don't think I can run away from Napha... Need to start training alr. Sounds so sian.

3. Met Serene alot times tdy in school it makes the school seems like a very small place. She looked really stressed studying, didn't dare to disturb her much.

4. Saw rachael who got a haircut.

5. Our WR seems rly bad.

6. Apparently, the "90% of the cohort failed econs" rumour is fake. My class was the best out of the 3 classes Ms Hazel teaches and the best arts class for econs. We did well for case study, but there're still failures.(I bet I'm one of them. I really freaking screwed the essays)

7. PTM end of this month! I really don't wish to get selected for compulsory meeting -.-

2009-07-12T23:43:00.006+08:00

#16 It was really heartwarming, thanks.

Mirotic Concert @ Beijing

Met up with yx & daph @ Nlb. Spent alot time finding seats and trying to sneak into the ref. levels to do self-studying. Unproductive. Macs, raffles city, met up w family. Should have stayed @ home and continue tidying my room(yes, it's not done yet it almost was but it got messy agn this weekend).

Strawberry marshmallows, fox's, pocky, maltese, jam sandwiches, chocolate biscuits, raisin & cranberry chocolates, crunchy choco sticks, venezia.

Sometimes, there's just no reason in wanting to get something. I guess it's just the habit of many girls. Managed to control myself from the billabong pencil cases.

2009-07-11T23:03:00.006+08:00

#15 Happy Birthday Sis!

Feel the freedom even if it's a lie.

Admit it. Sometimes, life is lacking something.
You are not enough.
They are not enough.
Love is not enough
Life is not enough.

Discover the person you are before you want to find the person you need to be.

Don't waste another second please?

Make dreams happen now. Not next week, month or year, now.

Just for a minute forget about what's coming tomorrow.

Learn the art of selective hearing.

Just let go.

Don't forget, it's ok to be moody sometimes.

2009-07-10T23:55:00.004+08:00

#14 The world's still spinning around

I expectedly didn't do well for mye. Math was a great disappointment because I failed by a mere 1.5m. Was in a damn horrible mood for past few days because I really thought I could passed Math and happily get a C or smth. Got S for chem too, though improved but I don feel happy at all. Geog is even worse, so is Econs. GP is unpredictable so...

All this stress is killing me. I can't fall asleep everyday and I'm alw late for school because I couldn't wake up on time. The more I think about school, the more I feel like crying. Yes, it's to that extent. Sweets-therapy in progress.
Gotta do some reading too, haven't done so for a very long time. Currently searching for Tuesday with Morrie - Mitch Albom, heard it's quite encouraging.

Busy with WR these few days. Not used to choir pract w/o the seniors. I really miss them hell lots. Choir just seems so incomplete w/o them. Having a few public performances coming up I like the song we sang tdy though some notes are really high haha.

2009-07-06T21:40:00.009+08:00

#13 I can imagine the nasty words they're going to throw at me.

And, I'm super nervous and scared like shit.

Went Ikea to get my fav chicken wings. Better get happy and satisfied tdy because from tmr-fri, I'd probably be feeling utterly miserable and disappointed over my papers, maybe all but math. Yea, even went Giant to stock up on sweets to ease heartbreaks. Lessons resuming, I better get into the youve-got-to-wake-up-early-and-be-punctual-for-sch-tdy-and-better-pay-attention-in-class-don-you-ever-sleep mood. Somehow, dbsk's hard work paid off kinda inspired me to be like them.

2009-07-06T13:44:00.004+08:00

#12 They've made it.

"They've effing earned this."

2009-07-05T23:57:00.004+08:00

#11 Orchard 161

Dined @ Sushi Tei yay. Got to eat my fav hitsumabushi and dragon roll. Sushi Tei's best! I love it! Walked arnd NAC then went Wisma.
Striped tee + 2 tanks + skirt + f21 purple watch + grey bag = ♥

2009-07-04T19:37:00.006+08:00

#10 Dreams come true

They're having their concert tdy(now) & tmr in the heavenly Tokyo Dome, able to accomodate 50k audience. Wish them luck! Hahahahahahahaha, so excited for them.

ps: Should I have kfc for dinner? :/

Edit/

Had Carl's Jr. for dinner. FAT but yummy. Totally stayed @ home on an after-exam-saturday-night, not getting used to it. But nvm, I'm gng out tmr! So, to kill time just now, tidied my room. Not yet done but I'm super tired alr. Managed to threw away all my S4 eng & cl ws and arranged JC1 ws, cleared unnecessary things on the table and dumped them in the storeroom, lol.

On a random note, I dreamt of Lee Min Ho last night for 10s. He smiled at me and I think I said "So cute!"

2009-07-03T11:06:00.018+08:00

#9 We're so cool, we've got the same style!

I.Freaking.Have.The.Same.Phone.As.Hero.
how great is that ;D Samsung G400 ftw!

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Part 1, 2, 4

Woa, he has 5 iPods and 3 hps! I rmb telling the girls how cool I thought Motorola RAZR2 V8 Luxury Edition(the korea phone) was but didn't get it because I thought it suited guys more. And, Jieqi has the same white iPod as him and I was exclaiming how nice his iPod was when he brought it to school.

Lol, what I'm trying to say is that the things he like = the things I like = we have similar styles. Just kidding, he's way much more stylish haha.

Fyi, Tiffany(Snsd) & GaEul(BOF) have used Samsung G400 before too(or maybe are still using)!

2009-06-30T23:38:00.006+08:00

#8 Everything is falling apart and I'm included in that

Woah, I can't find any nice blogskins...

Econs paper tdy was horrible? Depends on how well I did for my section a because I know I screwed up my section b. Left with 35min to deal with a 10m and 15m essay qn. Didn't even know wth I was writing. I just wrote whatever I could rmb from the tb and tried to make sense. Spent too much time on section a. Horrible experience.

And I think I was just purely crapping for geog paper, except the pyramid qn which I think I know smth. I've calculated ystd, I've lost 16m alr, lol.

Math paper was not as difficult as expected just that I didn't have time to finish the 8m left of qn + a few others in front which I didn't know how to do = 18m gone. Aiming for B/C?

Did I mention I had only 30min of sleep on mon? (WOAH!) and 6 hrs of sleep ystd. I totally deserve last minute mugging for not studying enough during the holidays.

No papers on wed & thurs, woo! I bought my light blue denim vest last weekend. Yay!

2009-06-27T23:25:00.011+08:00

#7 Taxi - TVXQ

Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I'll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade.
Even the common things turn into memories when we're together

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

I walk the shimmering streets,
Trying to cover the times we can't meet,
Your playful smile, after our hands had met for the first time,
Keeps reviving in my memories

I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it's overflowing, that it's melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

2009-06-26T23:02:00.007+08:00

#6 Time machines don't exist

I'm so lucky! Went cottonon @ hgmall and found my denim shorts! I think they've replenished their stocks due to popular demand? Whatever, I'm so happy I think I screamt at the sight of it :x
I seriously don't understand why schools aren't closing. Yes, some are, like nyp & rp only -.- I friggin don't understand why they're treating H1N1 like something minor when it's worse than sars.

ps: rip, michael jackson.

2009-06-25T23:01:00.003+08:00

#5 OHWWWWHHHEEEEEEEE!

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I FREAKING BOUGHT THIS TEE FROM GIORDANO! THE EXACT SAME TEE AS HERO. I.FREAKING.BOUGHT.THE.SAME.TEE.AS.HERO. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

2009-06-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

#4 Dream a dream tonight

Used to eat this quite often when it was still available in Swensens, haha. Lunched @ Mac though I promised myself to go on a diet x.x Bought chocobaby from Cold Storage. Loves!
A few nights ago, listened to DBSK songs through earpiece instead of the speakers. Their voices really made my heart melt, esp Junsu's. I know I've been repeating how nice they always sound, but I think this's the best way to describe what they mean to me - They are able to make me forget all the troubles I have. Listening to them has become a habit I'll never be able to kick. It's an addiction, an indulgence ; an infatuation, an obsession.

2009-06-23T21:46:00.008+08:00

#3 Trying to recreate images life gives us from the past

150609 K @ CINE

I'm dying to go out shopping! I wna buy many many things zzz but school is reopening in a few days time. Argh. Highly irritated :<

2009-06-22T17:59:00.010+08:00

#2 He took my heart, I think he took my soul

Yay! Met up with yx & dap tdy @ tamp1. Bought 2 tees from Dorothy Perkins, hairbands from Diva, Calbee Jagariko from Yamakawa and pink earpiece! :D Lunched @ BBQ Chicken again. Happy! I better study now, haha! Still much more to go, zzz ._.

2009-06-20T22:58:00.006+08:00

#1 Take these chances to turn it around

I'm not feeling well - mentally, not physically. Sigh, idk how to describe myself now. I somehow feel unsafe and depressed. Reflecting on these past 3 weeks, I can hardly say I've done something. Shitzz. And this's alr the 3rd week of the June holidays. I really hope MOE will extend the June holidays.

Haircut tdy @ Gorgeous. My bob's back, happy! Went bugis after haircut and bought black plastic bands! Still searching for gold watch, light blue denim shorts and vest and earpiece ):